When Conflict is an Inner Conflict First and Why We React Before We Think
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Anastasiia Puzyrina is an esteemed relationship counsellor, an expert in couple dynamics, and a certified CBT therapist with over 15 years of experience.
There is a moment in almost every conflict when the intensity of the reaction no longer corresponds to what is actually happening. A neutral phrase suddenly feels charged. A pause begins to carry meaning. A tone is no longer just a tone but something that needs to be interpreted.
And before thought has time to fully form, the reaction is already there.
We often explain this through personality, describing someone as too emotional, too sensitive, or prone to overreaction. Yet this explanation, while familiar, reduces a structural process to an individual trait. What appears as an overreaction is rarely about the present moment alone. More often, it reflects an internal tension that existed before the interaction and simply found a point of expression within it.
Conflict does not begin between people. It becomes visible there.
At its origin, conflict is intrapersonal. It emerges as a tension between internal positions that have not yet been integrated into a coherent structure. These positions are not random; they are organized through what I define in my work as leading forms of activity, the dominant ways in which a person structures perception, assigns meaning, and responds to experience at different stages of development.
When these internal positions remain uncoordinated, the system operates under pressure. The external situation does not create this pressure; it activates it.
This is why the same words can produce entirely different reactions. A question such as “Why didn’t you call me?” may remain neutral in one context, while in another it is experienced as an accusation, distance, or even rejection. The difference lies not in the wording itself, but in the internal structure that receives it.
From this perspective, what we call overreaction is not simply excess. It is a form of speed.
The system moves faster than thought because something within it is already unstable. Reaction becomes a way to restore coherence, even if only temporarily. In that moment, ambiguity is reduced, interpretation becomes fixed, and the response feels justified from within the system, even when, from the outside, it appears disproportionate.
This is where an important distinction needs to be made. Explanation is not justification.
To understand the internal origin of a reaction is not to legitimize it. It is to recognize that behavior is not isolated from structure. Without this distinction, responses to conflict tend to polarize. Either the reaction is suppressed in the name of control, or it is defended as a natural expression of the self. In both cases, the underlying configuration remains unchanged, and the pattern is likely to repeat.
This repetition is often misinterpreted as a communication problem or a lack of compatibility. In reality, it points to something more stable, an internal organization that has not yet undergone development.
What complicates this further is the difference in timing between reaction and thought. Reaction belongs to a faster level of mental functioning. It is immediate, embodied, and often pre-verbal. Thought, by contrast, requires distance, sequencing, and a certain degree of internal stability. When the system is under tension, this stability becomes less accessible, and thinking does not disappear, it simply arrives too late to influence the initial response.
This is why the idea of “thinking before reacting” often remains ineffective. It assumes that reflection is equally available in all states, while in reality, access to it depends on the level of internal organization at that moment.
Seen from this angle, the question shifts. It is no longer only about managing reactions, but about understanding the structure that makes them predictable.
Conflict, then, is not only an interaction between people. It is also a point at which a person encounters the limits of their own internal coherence. The other person does not create these limits but makes them visible.
And this changes the meaning of conflict itself.
If we approach it only as something that needs to be resolved between people, we remain at the level where it appears. But at a structural level, conflict performs a different function. It reveals contradictions that have not yet been integrated, and in doing so, it creates the conditions for development.
Not because conflict is inherently beneficial, but because without it, these contradictions remain unexamined and therefore unchanged. Next month, I’ll share a practical framework for applying this.
Until then, these questions are not meant to produce immediate answers. They are meant to slow down automatic interpretation and return attention to structure:
When I react strongly, what exactly is being threatened in me, the present situation, or something that was already under tension before it?
What contradiction becomes active in that moment, even if I cannot yet fully articulate it?
What do I protect when I move so quickly toward certainty?
Do I explain my reactions in order to understand their structure, or in order to preserve the interpretation they produced?
What remains the same in my conflicts even when the people, situations, or contexts change?
If the intensity of my reaction does not confirm that I am right, then what does it actually indicate?
And perhaps the more demanding question is this: if what we call overreaction is neither weakness nor justification, then to what extent is it the first point at which the structure of the self becomes visible under pressure?
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Anastasiia Puzyrina, Relationship Therapist & Couples Coach
Anastasiia Puzyrina, a renowned authority in relationship counselling and cognitive behavioural therapy, brings a unique approach to her practice in Canada. With over 15 years of experience and a Master's in Psychology from Ukraine, she excels in addressing relationship challenges among couples and families. Anastasiia integrates cutting-edge neuroscience with proven psychotherapy techniques to foster personal and interpersonal development. She actively promotes healthy parent-child dynamics and leads initiatives in this area. Anastasiia founded the Restore Connections Development Centre to support couples, co-founded a service for enhancing parental relationships, and authored the Workbook for Couples.
