Stop Marrying Your Trauma and the Identity Divorce You Didn't Know You Needed
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Diana Cantu Kawas is a psychologist, holistic coach, and spiritual leader known for blending ancient healing practices with neuroscience and psychology to help others transform fear into passion and power. She helps creative leaders unlock deeper layers of their true self-identity for success.
In the world of personal development and psychology, we often talk about finding ourselves. But what happens when what you find is a label that weighs more than the wound itself? To move toward a life of true influence and fulfillment, there is a rite of passage that is rarely taught but paramount, the divorce from old identities.
Divorce who you no longer are
We spend years trying to save a relationship with a version of ourselves that has already expired. We cling to who we were under the weight of trauma, who we were to survive, or the definitions others projected onto us. However, real growth demands a clean break.
If you want to marry your most powerful version, the one capable of leading, creating, and healing from a stable foundation, you must first sign the divorce papers with your small, limited, and, above all, diagnosed identities.
The label trap: Healing or sentencing?
As a psychologist, I was taught that diagnosis is the compass. In clinical practice, however, it often becomes the cage. I have seen how calling someone a patient immediately places them on the list of the broken. By labeling a client, the term I prefer, we risk legally binding them to their dysfunction, essentially marrying them to a version of themselves they are desperately trying to divorce. Research indicates that these diagnostic labels can profoundly alter self-perception, creating an internalized stigma that complicates the recovery process.[1]
I recall a client whose life revolved for three years around an ADHD diagnosis and chronic pain. When she changed psychiatrists, her diagnosis changed almost as quickly as the signature on the new prescription. Another client spiraled for years when their diagnosis was used as a farewell letter from their psychologist, I don’t know what else to do with you. Your case is beyond help.
Here lies the great paradox, if manuals like the DSM-5-TR (The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, Fifth Edition, Text Revision / DSM-5-TR) are the ultimate scientific reference, why does a person's identity change radically just by walking through a different office door?
It happens because we have forgotten that the DSM is a catalog of symptoms, not a formula, not the answer to everything, and definitely not a map of the human soul. Indeed, clinical research suggests a poor separation between symptom profiles and DSM-5 criteria, questioning the precision of these diagnostic boxes.[2] By treating a diagnosis as an absolute truth rather than a tool with inherent clinical limitations,[3] we condemn the individual to live within a static label, one that, unfortunately, many claim and use as an identity or a personality trait to justify their choices and direction in life.
From disorder to survival strategy
Visionaries like Dr. Gabor Maté and Dr. Bruce Perry have radically transformed this view. What traditional psychiatry classifies as a disorder is often an intelligent, protective response of the nervous system to prolonged stress or a lack of environmental safety[4]
As Dr. Perry notes in What Happened to You? (2021), we must stop asking What’s wrong with you?[5] And start asking What happened to you? This shift in perspective is revolutionary:
Your anxiety is not a manufacturing defect, it was your guardian, keeping you alert when the world felt unsafe.
Your depression was not merely a chemical imbalance, it was your off button, the necessary refuge from pain that was, at the time, unbearable.[5]
The risk of belonging
As social beings, we crave belonging. Fitting into the group of the diagnosed can provide initial relief, it makes us feel understood. But as adults, we must consciously choose our tribe. Having gone through a personal divorce, I know what an identity rupture feels like. However, the label divorced was a transition, not my destination. I had to reclaim myself, not the label of my circumstance.
When we identify symptoms, patterns, beliefs, or behaviors, we are not looking for a box to lock the client in, only for them to adopt those walls as their personality. We are decoding their survival story.
In this light, your symptoms are not evidence of a broken mind, but of a highly functional survival instinct. In adulthood, these survival strategies often manifest as a dysregulated nervous system, a state where the body remains legally bound to a war-time contract even though the war has long since ended. You can see this contract written in the physical body, the tight jaw, the shallow breath, and in a mindset that constantly scans for the next threat to safety.
By understanding, through Perry’s lens, that these behaviors were actually sophisticated, adaptive survival strategies, we restore dignity to the person.
Symptoms are fragments of your story, they can show us what you’ve been through, but they do not have permission to become your identity. They are alerts signaling imbalance, but are not meant to become your norm.
Treat the human, not the statistic
The best physicians and therapists agree on something fundamental, you treat the symptoms, but you heal the person. Our duty as healthcare professionals is not merely to point out what is wrong. It is our ethical obligation to see the strengths the client has overlooked while trying to fit into their diagnosis.
Self-knowledge should be a process of expansion, not reduction. If we keep fueling the narrative of being sick, broken, or incomplete, we only ensure the client is consumed by their own identity as a victim.
Let’s be clear, diagnosing is not healing. Naming a shadow can provide momentary relief, and in some cases, it is true that healing begins with acceptance, but marrying that label means carrying an unnecessary weight that ultimately sabotages your growth. Instead, understanding that you are an individual in constant transformation can help you detach from that identity, allowing you to embrace the power and responsibility you hold over your own life.
Your new potential commitment
The most important marriage of your life is the one you enter with your present and future mindsets.
Do not marry your diagnosis: Use it as a coordinate of where you have been, not the map of where you are going.
Honor your symptoms, but do not invite them to live in your bed: They are survival signals, not permanent residents.
Abandon label dependency: Labels are static, you are dynamic. Labels are periods, you are a semicolon.
Seek professional guidance to unpack the trauma you’ve been lugging through life, so you can finally set down the baggage of your past.
It is time to stop searching for names for your wounds and start seeking space for your power. I understand the temptation, a label provides a tribe, a name for your chaos, and an excuse for your limitations. But depending on a box to feel a sense of belonging is accepting life in a cardboard box when the entire universe is your birthright.
I invite you to change your language. The words you repeat to yourself hold profound meaning, even more so when they’re anchored to emotionally intense events. Stop using terms that shackle you to the ground and start using words that act as fuel, connecting you to your power. You are not anxious, you are a person with a highly sensitive and protective nervous system. You are not a control freak nor a perfectionist, you are someone with excellent detail orientation.
Your strongest version is waiting for you at the altar of consciousness, but they won't show up as long as you remain legally bound to labels and identities that no longer represent you.
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Diana Cantu Kawas, Holistic Coach, Psychologist & Spiritual Leader
Diana Cantu Kawas is a psychologist, holistic coach, and spiritual leader known for blending ancient healing practices with neuroscience and psychology to help others transform fear into passion and power. She works with creative leaders to unlock deeper layers of their true self-identity for success. Before embracing this path, Diana forged a successful career as an editorial director, fashion stylist, and marketing professional. She founded OMphalos Coaching over a decade ago and is known for catalyzing transformative change, helping clients break free from self-doubt, self-sabotage, and perfectionism through her retreats and bespoke programs, including Navigating Inner Self, Self-Expansion, and the proprietary Energetic Cartography method.
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