How Journaling Became My Safe Place During OCD Recovery
- Brainz Magazine
- Dec 4
- 4 min read
Written by Hussain, OCD Advocate
Hussain is the founder of TheStrugglingWarrior.com, with over 10 years of personal experience with OCD. Holding a bachelor's degree in electrical engineering, he has been featured on influential mental health platforms such as IOCDF, ADAA, and NOCD. He is committed to helping, educating, and raising awareness for OCD and those struggling in silence.
When I was in the thick of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, my mind felt like it was constantly spinning. Intrusive thoughts, compulsions, and relentless doubt blurred together into noise I couldn’t escape.
No matter what I tried, OCD always found its way back in. I felt powerless against the cycle. But one simple tool became a turning point for me: journaling
When chaos needed clarity
Living with OCD meant I was constantly second-guessing myself:
Did I say the wrong thing?
Did I hurt someone without realizing it?
Did I offend God?
Did I lock the door?
The questions never ended. And because OCD thrives on doubt, every attempt to reassure myself only pulled me deeper into the cycle.
I reached a point where I needed something, anything to help me step outside the storm in my mind. That’s when I picked up a notebook.
At first, I doubted whether writing would make a difference. But slowly, journaling gave me clarity in ways I hadn’t expected.
Putting OCD on paper
When I began, I didn’t use structured prompts or guided techniques. I simply wrote down three things:
The intrusive thought I had
What I did in response (compulsion, avoidance, or nothing)
How it made me feel afterward
It was messy and raw, but it worked. Patterns started to emerge:
My thoughts were consistently worse at night.
Certain routines that felt “safe” were actually reinforcing my OCD.
The temporary relief of compulsions always gave way to stronger anxiety.
By externalizing the cycle onto paper, I realized I wasn’t “losing my mind.” I was caught in a pattern, and patterns can be broken.
Journaling as a mirror
The most powerful shift journaling gave me was perspective. Writing created distance between me and OCD.
Instead of drowning in the spiral, I could step back and observe it. That separation helped me see OCD as something I experienced, not something I was.
This distinction was crucial for my recovery. It gave me space to respond differently, rather than automatically doing whatever OCD demanded.
What the research says
My experience isn’t unique. Research supports the benefits of expressive writing for mental health:
A 2018 study published in JMIR Mental Health found that journaling reduced mental distress and improved overall well-being by allowing participants to process emotions more effectively.
Studies on OCD specifically suggest that self-monitoring tools, like thought logs, can help individuals identify triggers, reduce compulsions, and track progress over time, skills that are core to exposure and response prevention (ERP), the gold-standard treatment for OCD.
In other words, what I stumbled into, instinctively writing things down, aligned with what science already knows, helps people make sense of their mental health challenges.
More than just writing
Journaling wasn’t just a coping tool for me. It became:
A release valve: a safe way to unload the weight of intrusive thoughts.
A track record: proof that OCD’s predictions never came true.
A safe space: somewhere without judgment, where I could be honest.
And over time, it transformed from an experiment into a daily ritual that grounded me in recovery.
Finding your own safe place
If you’re living with OCD or even general anxiety, journaling can be an accessible first step. You don’t need an expensive notebook or even a lot of time. Start small:
Write one intrusive thought you had today.
Note how you reacted.
Record how you felt afterward.
It doesn’t matter if you write one line or three pages. What matters is consistency. Over time, you’ll see patterns emerge, and those patterns will help you respond differently.
Closing thoughts
OCD thrives on secrecy and silence. Journaling gave me a way to break that silence, even if at first it was only between me and the page.
It became the first step toward reclaiming control of my life. It reminded me that while OCD was loud, my voice mattered too.
And if you’re feeling trapped in the cycle, know this: you don’t have to carry it all in your head. Sometimes the first step toward healing is as simple as picking up a pen.
To explore resources I’ve created, including journals designed specifically for OCD recovery, visit me at The Struggling Warrior
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Hussain, OCD Advocate
Hussain, founder and CEO of TheStrugglingWarrior.com, is a passionate advocate for those navigating the challenges of OCD. With over a decade of personal experience, he has transformed his struggles into a mission to empower others. Featured on top mental health platforms like IOCDF, ADAA, and NOCD, Hussain uses his journey to provide guidance, insights, and practical tools for overcoming OCD. His goal is to inspire and support individuals to reclaim control of their lives, one step at a time.
