Why There is No Turning Back After Awakening
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As a thrilled QHHT (Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique) Therapist, Stephanie Blaum has been accompanying the human society since 2023 through their multi-dimensional journeys, leading to amazing spiritual developments and healing results. In her debut book, Ascension. Her own story of spiritual awakening has initiated an abundant contact with her soul essence.
Human life on beautiful planet Earth is characterized by repeating cycles, for every single and unique soul, as well as for all of these brave souls together. The individual soul experiences the planet as an excellent school and, moreover, a wide-ranging playground, offering endless opportunities for lessons, knowledge, and feelings.
Before entering a new incarnation, a detailed soul plan is set, outlining the most relevant lessons and an individually designed core path, leaving room for development, since decisions at life’s turning points remain variable. So personal evolution as an inhabitant on Earth remains a surprise and does not indicate success. A universal evaluation of success is extremely contrary to earthly, standardized success factors. Earth is a three-dimensional school, inviting every cosmic soul to expand and enhance its soul essence and frequencies, and to optimize the indispensable balance.
Principally, it is important to understand that a soul’s development toward abundant wholeness contains light and dark parts. Thus, light and dark experiences help to learn lessons. This is comparable to physics, as the wholeness of atomic particles implies contrary parts, the positive and the negative. So success, when evaluating lives after their endings, could, as a balancing factor, also be shown by a negative outcome, indicating dark and miserable behaviour, to enhance the soul’s wholeness, leading to pure light and love energy.
This is, consequently, always part of the directed worldwide play leading to Earth’s recurring cycles of original beginnings, evolutionary advances, and, therewith, egomanic development, followed by an all-surrounding downfall culminating in apocalyptic destruction. Finally, and as a matter of fact not finally at all, there is a rewinding to the origin phase.
Planet Earth is a school, providing free will for every one of its soul inhabitants, taking care of humans like an unconditionally loving mother. I feel so much gratitude and love. Thank you, Mother Gaia. For this playground. For this school location. For this incredibly beautiful stage design. For your gentleness and patience. You are loved tremendously.
When the soul begins its self-directed path on Earth, all its universal knowledge and, most importantly, its high frequency are set back to point zero. This is an unavoidable prerequisite, as it provides the best conditions to begin the path toward lesson success. If all the higher knowledge and the actual cosmic soul status were consciously available at birth, the possibility of realizing and accomplishing much lower-frequency lessons, and perhaps also missions, would not be given at all.
There are always many souls living earthly incarnations without regaining their higher frequencies and universal knowledge of everything. It is actually everything, if not much more, as all souls and all the universe are just one. This is, again, the principle of atomic parts. All so different and even unique souls fuse into wholeness. A oneness. A source.
Letting the awakening earthly soul understand that it is everything, with everybody together. That it is God. The source. The all. The one with all. As we are all one.
At some point, some incarnated souls begin a process of spiritual awakening. This is a reactivation of universal knowledge and personal soul recognition. This is like Neo when leaving The Matrix, taking the red pill and not the blue one. This is like Alice when accessing Wonderland, jumping down the rabbit hole, following the rabbit, and entering another dimension, leaving the simulation and illusion and entering universal reality.
The process of spiritual awakening usually begins with a dramatic climax of suffering on the soul’s path through life. Earthly existence offers, in this respect, a wide range of possibilities, circumstances, and opportunities. Many people report seemingly unbelievable near-death experiences that have led them to awakening and knowledge. The death of a loved one, extreme physical experiences, accidents, mental and emotional breakdowns are just a fraction of what leads the soul unerringly into darkness and nothingness.
Now arrived in the void, the person realizes a whole new quality of loneliness and lack of support. It makes so much sense. Seen from a distance, it is almost inevitable that the awakening soul first enters darkness, into a zero state that initiates a catharsis of the emotional being.
The self-responsible creation of nothingness provides a powerful foundation for initiating spiritual awakening. The spirit frees itself from the earthly system of values, attitudes, feelings, and demands that were generally exemplified and instilled during development from child to adult. The system keeps the unawakened person constantly occupied, fulfilling duties and demands, and more so every day.
Intuition and awareness of individual existence are lost amid the ever-growing abundance of information and the ever-increasing linear influence of the mass conglomerate. Consequently, only a massively negative experience can offer the chance to consider an alternative reality and set out on the path to oneself and Oneness.
And this is now the point in the spiritual awakening process at which there is no turning back, with no exceptions. The beginning of wisdom. The truth. The fullness.
An emotional rollercoaster ride, all you can drive, and in many never-ending phases much more than you can drive. The soul may crash a hundred times, die a thousand times, physically collapse countless times, and in the meantime laugh and love again and again with never-ending gratitude as it had never experienced before on this planet.
So welcome to the new life. The old one will not be mourned for a moment and will never be missed. But what this old life deserves is respect and an awareness of its rightful existence, because without all the experiences and unspeakable suffering, it would not have died, and the new one would not have awakened.
Moreover, all of this was self-planned in the run-up to this incarnation. As the director of the next earthly adventure, the soul selects the actors, assigns them their roles, defines lessons and goals, and choreographs the brilliant ending.
The awakening process reveals entirely new and amazing dimensions of feeling. This recurring and stabilizing emotionality is not for beginners. This is a master class. Multi-faceted abundance par excellence. And the manifold variety of feelings present from one second to the next does not occur at a single level.
The over-emotionality that is omnipresent after the first phase of absolute numbness also manifests physically in headaches, dizziness, and nausea. The spectrum alternates without warning between sadness, anger, pity, and, incredibly, finally happiness again, to name just a small selection, all of which is repeatedly interrupted by a nuclear-level feeling of overflowing unconditional love.
And this kind of love, in this boundless intensity and in no way directed toward one or more specific goals, is completely new to the awakening soul.
This phase is often the first time when the soul realizes what it means to wake up spiritually. A first phase that is quiet and harmless compared to later phases. A phase of extreme darkness and extreme light at the same time. A challenge both mentally and physically. Absolutely exhausting. Absolutely crazy.
Life changes. Life will no longer and never be the same. The soul begins to find itself. The soul recreates its direct consciousness of its essence. The soul begins to live every single aspect of its earthly life in total authenticity. Full of love. Full of light. And full of unconditional abundance.
Not more and not less. That is the way it is, and that is how it should be.
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Stephanie Blaum, QHHT-Practitioner and Author
QHHT-Practitioner and debut author Stephanie Blaum was born in 1978 in Neuwied am Rhein, Germany. She lives with her husband and three children, a three-dimensional everyday life close to some picturesque wine villages on the German river Rhine. Her job as a part-time management assistant for a successful entrepreneur represents a useful and especially grounding complement to Stephanie`s work as a Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique-Therapist with her own business called The Soul Sanctuary. Stephanie has just finished her first book, the memoir Ascension. With this story, she wants to reach as many people as possible on stunning planet Earth, making them think and particularly feel much more love and light.
