Authenticity Isn’t Found – It’s Remembered: A Therapist’s Guide to Coming Home to Yourself
- Brainz Magazine
- Jun 6, 2025
- 5 min read
Dr. Dalesa Rueda, LMFT, is the CEO & Founder of Inspired & Free, a multi-state virtual therapy practice dedicated to culturally responsive mental health care. With over 20 years of experience, she specializes in relationships, self-care, and helping therapists and clients thrive through meaningful connections.
In a world where "being yourself" is celebrated in hashtags, slogans, and self-help books, you would think it would be second nature. Yet, as a therapist, I’ve found that one of the most common struggles clients bring into the therapy room is this: “I don’t know how to be myself anymore.”
Despite society’s encouragement to live boldly and unapologetically, many of us feel paralyzed by fear, self-doubt, and the constant pull to meet others’ expectations. Authenticity, it turns out, isn't as simple as it sounds. It's a daily act of courage, one that many of us were never really taught how to embody.
As a Licensed Marriage and Family Therapist specializing in helping people heal their relationships with themselves and others, I’ve seen firsthand how transformational reclaiming your authenticity can be. It’s not just about "being real" – it’s about coming home to yourself in a world that often demands you perform a version of who you think you should be.
Why being yourself feels so hard
The truth is, we aren’t born afraid of being ourselves. As children, we instinctively express our emotions, desires, and quirks. But early in life, we begin receiving messages – some spoken, many unspoken – that teach us survival often means compliance.
We learn that approval gets us love. That fitting in protects us from judgment. That success is measured by how well we meet standards that often have nothing to do with who we truly are. Over time, the authentic self, once vibrant and fearless, gets tucked away in favor of safety, belonging, and achievement.
On a biological level, this makes sense. Our nervous systems are wired for connection. Being rejected or excluded triggers a primal fear response. When authenticity feels risky, people often subconsciously choose to play small, play nice, or play whatever role they believe will keep them accepted.
This isn’t weakness – it’s human nature. But over time, the cost of self-abandonment becomes impossible to ignore.
Common signs you’ve lost touch with your authentic self
You might not realize you’ve drifted away from your true self until certain patterns start to emerge, such as:
Chronic people-pleasing, even at your own expense
Feeling guilty when setting even reasonable boundaries
Anxiety about expressing your true opinions
Constantly second-guessing your decisions
Exhaustion after social interactions
Feeling unseen, even by people you care about
A vague but persistent sense of emptiness or "performing" your life
If any of these resonate, know that you are not alone and that returning to your authentic self is absolutely possible.
How to begin reclaiming your authenticity
1. Start with awareness
The first step isn’t to radically overhaul your life. It's simply to notice. When do you feel yourself shrinking? Where are you filtering your words or diluting your presence? Awareness is the doorway to change.
2. Get curious, not judgmental
These patterns didn’t come from nowhere. Many of them were survival strategies learned early in life. Approach yourself with compassion, not criticism.
3. Practice micro-authenticity
You don’t have to declare your deepest truths to a room full of strangers tomorrow. Start small. Speak up when you disagree in a meeting. Wear what you love even if it’s "not trendy." Say no to a commitment that drains you. Tiny acts of authenticity build trust with yourself over time.
4. Set boundaries as an act of self-love
Boundaries aren’t about pushing people away; they’re about creating space where your true self can safely exist. Every time you honor a boundary, you reinforce the message: "I matter, too."
5. Rebuild self-trust
Authenticity is not about being accepted by everyone. It’s about being loyal to yourself, even if it feels uncomfortable at first. The more you honor your own needs, the stronger your self-trust becomes and with it, your confidence to live authentically.
Coming home to yourself
Reclaiming your authenticity isn't a one-time decision. It’s a continuous practice – one that invites you to choose yourself, again and again, even when it’s hard. Authenticity isn’t a trait reserved for the lucky or the brave. It’s your birthright – one you can reclaim, one small act at a time.
As you shed old patterns of people-pleasing, perfectionism, and self-silencing, you create space for the real you to emerge. The relationships deepen. The anxiety lightens. The confidence grows not from external validation, but from internal alignment.
The life you long for – the deep, soul-nourishing relationships, the work that lights you up, the peace of mind you crave – doesn’t come from being who others expect you to be. It comes from being unapologetically, imperfectly, gloriously yourself.
So today, ask yourself: Where have I been hiding my true self, and what’s one small, brave step I can take to reclaim it?
Your most powerful life starts the moment you stop abandoning yourself. The life you crave isn’t waiting for a more "perfect" version of you. It’s waiting for the real you to step forward.
Ready to be your most authentic self?
If this message resonated with you, you don’t have to navigate the path back to yourself alone. Whether you’re craving deeper self-connection, more fulfilling relationships, or tools to stop performing and start living, therapy can help. At Inspired & Free, we specialize in guiding individuals back to their authentic core. Visit here to schedule a free consultation or explore our self-guided resources. Your real self is not lost – they’re waiting to be remembered. Let’s find you, together.
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Dr. Dalesa C. Rueda, CEO & Founder, Inspired & Free
Dr. Dalesa Rueda, LMFT, is the CEO & Founder of Inspired & Free, a virtual therapy practice designed to eliminate long waitlists and connect clients with the right therapists for transformative healing. With over 20 years of experience as a therapist, clinical supervisor, and educator, she is passionate about making therapy accessible while preventing clinician burnout. Dr. Dalesa also creates courses, retreats, and self-led therapy tools to help individuals and couples cultivate love, freedom, and empowerment in their lives.
