You’re Not Afraid of Your Power – You’re Afraid of the Responsibility That Comes with It
- Brainz Magazine
- Jan 28
- 5 min read
Cherie Rivas is a Transformational Therapies and Coaching Specialist who guides her clients to reconnect with their purpose, reignite their passion, and reclaim their power. By blending psychology, breathwork, NLP, hypnotherapy, and somatic healing practices, her clients are able to break through limitations and unleash their highest potential.
There is a stage in a woman’s leadership evolution where her inner work is no longer the problem. She is self-aware, emotionally literate, and intuitively connected. She understands her patterns, has processed much of her history, and has built a life that appears stable and functional. From the outside, she looks ready for more, yet momentum slows precisely at the point where her next step would carry real consequence.
This hesitation is often labelled a ‘fear of power’, but that explanation misses the deeper truth. At this level of development, the issue is rarely power itself. The friction arises when power stops being internal and becomes consequential, when it must be expressed through decisions that affect other people, structures, and outcomes. She doesn’t lack clarity, she hesitates at the threshold of responsibility.
Where inner work stops creating movement
Eventually, insight reaches a point of diminishing return, a point where additional insight no longer produces behavioural change, not because self-awareness has failed, but because the developmental task has shifted. A woman can understand exactly why she delays, where her people-pleasing formed, and how her nervous system responds to pressure, yet still repeat the same behaviour when the stakes rise. Insight explains the mechanism, but it does not automatically create capacity.
At this stage, the work is no longer about knowing more, it’s about whether the system that holds her power can tolerate consequence. When responsibility is integrated, something specific changes internally. Action no longer fragments the Self, and choice no longer creates internal negotiation or collapse. Authority becomes something the body can stay present with, rather than something the mind must manage around.
When power becomes consequential
Power feels expansive when it remains internal. In vision, intuition, or potential, it is clean and energising. Responsibility begins when that power must be expressed through choices that alter outcomes for others. Decisions now affect timelines, resources, relationships, and systems, and some consequences cannot be undone. This is where power acquires weight.
Irreversibility enters. A boundary changes a dynamic. A decision closes one path while opening another. A woman often senses, correctly, that stepping fully into responsibility will restructure parts of her life and remove the option to stay provisional. This is the moment power becomes relational, ethical, and binding.
It is also the moment where hesitation intensifies, not because she doubts herself, but because she can feel the weight of consequence landing in the body.
The shadow dynamics of authority
Unintegrated shadow around authority forms wherever impact once carried risk. Many women learned early that being too direct caused conflict, that leadership triggered punishment or withdrawal, or that taking up space cost belonging. Responsibility became unconsciously associated with danger.
As a result, power is often split internally, it is desired consciously yet resisted unconsciously. This resistance rarely looks like fear. It looks like thoughtfulness, humility, or waiting for alignment. In reality, it is a protective system designed to minimise perceived fallout. Some women fear being seen as ‘too much’, others fear blame, envy, or moral exposure.
These are not mindset issues, they are shadow dynamics that reside beneath conscious intention and activate precisely when consequences become real.
Why awareness collapses under pressure
Awareness creates understanding, but it does not govern behaviour under pressure. Leadership decisions are made in moments of intensity, not reflection. When responsibility increases, the nervous system responds faster than conscious choice. Sensation is interpreted through memory, and if the consequence is encoded as a threat, protective responses activate automatically.
This is why highly self-aware women are often quietly disappointed in themselves. They know their patterns and still default to them when it matters most. That surprise carries a cost: erosion of self-trust, quiet credibility loss, and a subtle fracture of internal authority. Over time, the gap between who she knows herself to be and how she acts under pressure becomes destabilising, not dramatically, but persistently.
Authority erodes quietly, long before it collapses visibly. The issue is not a lack of insight. It’s that responsibility that is being experienced as a physiological threat rather than a neutral condition of leadership.
Integration as an embodied requirement
When shadow remains unresolved at higher levels of influence, power does not disappear, it leaks sideways. It shows up as over-collaboration that avoids final authority, chronic refinement that delays action, or excessive explanation that softens impact.
These behaviours are often socially rewarded because they look reasonable and considerate, but over time, they create instability that others can feel, even if they cannot name it.
Integration changes this not by forcing confidence, but by altering what responsibility feels like internally. When the nervous system no longer contracts around consequence, authority becomes steady rather than charged. Decisions carry weight without urgency, and action feels inevitable rather than effortful.
What disappears is the internal bargaining, the justification, and the need to soften the impact to remain safe. Leadership becomes cleaner, not louder. Coherent rather than performative.
Power requires wholeness, not confidence
Responsibility marks a developmental threshold where leadership is no longer measured by readiness or confidence, but by the ability to remain internally whole while choices create consequences. The question shifts from “Am I ready?” to “Can I stay coherent while this changes things?”
You are not afraid of your power. You are standing at the point where power demands internal unity, and you can sense that anything unintegrated will be amplified. That awareness is not weakness. It is discernment.
Responsibility is not the obstacle to power. It is the initiation that must be crossed, because power that remains unclaimed does not stay neutral. It erodes trust, fragments authority, and eventually demands reckoning anyway.
Power is conceptual. Responsibility is where it acquires weight.
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Cherie Rivas, Transformational Therapies & Coaching Specialist
Cherie Rivas is a Transformational Therapies and Coaching Specialist with a passion for shadow work. With nearly 20 years of corporate leadership experience and expertise in psychology, breathwork, NLP, and energetic healing, she helps her clients reclaim their power and purpose. Through her unique blend of traditional and complementary modalities, Cherie guides her clients to break free from limitations, step into their fullest potential, and create a deeply fulfilling life. She has also been a featured speaker for the Women Thrive Global Online Summit, sharing her insights on empowerment and transformation.
