Love Beyond Permission – Breaking Ancestral Chains of Conditional Affection
- Brainz Magazine
- Aug 26
- 4 min read
Updated: Aug 27
Nichell has done over 10,000 readings. She uses a person's Astrological Natal Birth Chart to read from. A birth chart is like a blueprint of a person's mind, body, and spirit.
When parents, culture, and society dictate who we love, they bind us to karmic patterns. True freedom comes when the soul chooses love for its own evolution.
Love has always been the battleground between the heart and the world. From the tragic story of Romeo and Juliet to the quiet heartbreaks tucked into family living rooms, countless souls have wrestled with the same question: Who gets to decide who I love?
For many, the answer is not the self. It is parents, culture, religion, race, class, and society that long echo the ancestral voices whispering their preferences and fears. Love becomes less about recognition of spirit and more about conformity, appearance, and control.
I didn’t fully realize the weight of this until after my parents passed away. Their absence became my freedom. For the first time, I no longer felt bound to serve the silent judgment, opinions, and beliefs of family about the kind of person I should love. Owning my heart became an act of reclamation.
But my first lesson in this came at sixteen.
I grew up in Connecticut, the daughter of a New Orleans Creole family, but society labeled me simply as an African American girl. At sixteen, I fell for a boy from the next town over—a white boy from a financially comfortable Italian and Polish family. He was wild and creative, tender and thoughtful. He adored me, and he held my hand with the kind of pride that only first love can carry.
I still remember the day he led me up the stairs of his home, his smile wide, his spirit beaming. My heart was open. His was too. And then, with one glance, it shattered. His mother turned her head, looked at me once, and said flatly: “Take the girl home.”
Her dismissal was sharp, her prejudice unmistakable. I didn’t understand it in full at the time, but I felt its sting in my bones. He and I continued to see each other for years in secret, but the joy was always shadowed by the ugliness of disapproval.
Looking back, I feel the anger rise. How disgusting to teach children that love should be filtered through prejudice, fear, or pride. This is why not everyone should be a parent. Bringing a child into the world is not just a biological act, it is a spiritual responsibility. Yet so many become parents with no intention, no self-awareness, and no plan, simply passing their unhealed karma down like an heirloom of suffering.
Earth-bound love, what most parents, families, and cultures push for, is conditional. It is tethered to ego, appearance, tradition, and control. It is karmic love, where cycles of pain and prejudice repeat endlessly.
But soul love is different. Divine love is recognition. It is beyond labels, beyond logic. It is galactic, because souls recognize one another first by energy, not by skin color, background, or approval ratings. When two souls align, they ignite a growth that transcends human conditioning.
And yet, too many parents still seek to control their grown children’s choices. Why? Is it because they fear their child’s independence? Do they project their unfulfilled desires and prejudices onto them? Or do they believe, consciously or unconsciously, that their children were born to live in the prison of their shadows?
Parenthood is not ownership. It is stewardship. You are given 18 sacred years to guide, teach, and equip a soul for its path, not to bind them to your unmet needs. Your children are not extensions of you; they are architects of the future. They come through you, but they are not yours.
If we truly understood this, we would prepare children differently. We would see them not as proof of our worth or continuity of our lineage, but as living karmic contracts, souls entrusted to us to nurture. And we would also accept that not all of us are meant to be parents. Some are meant to be aunties, uncles, mentors, or village keepers. It takes a community to raise a soul, but only wisdom to recognize your role within that community.
The truth is, Earth is a classroom. Every dynamic parent-child, lover-beloved, teacher-student is designed for soul evolution. Even the twisted forms of conditional love teach us something. They sharpen our awareness of what love is not so that we may seek what love truly is.
So the question becomes: will you repeat the cycles of control, judgment, and prejudice you inherited? Or will you free yourself and your children from programmed love, and allow the soul to choose its divine counterpart?
Because in the end, love that is chosen by the heart, not the ancestors, not the parents, not society, is the only love that evolves us.
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Nichell Delvaille, Holistic Soul Coach, Intuitive Astrologer
Nichell is a Wellness Practitioner. Healing affects all aspects of a person. She is a Holistic Soul Coach, Intuitive Astrologer, Reiki Master and Herbalist. Nichell also has certifications in Yoga, Meditation and Ayurveda.
