How to Cope with the Emotional Impact of Chronic Grief and Uncertainty
- Brainz Magazine
- Jan 16
- 4 min read
Updated: Jan 19
Kelly is a Psychotherapist, Charity Manager at PTENUKI, and co-author of Positively Rare. She shapes the conversation on the psychological impact of rare diseases, autism, SEN, and caregiving, bridging lived experience with clinical expertise to raise awareness and inspire change.
The start of a New Year is often framed as a time of hope, fresh beginnings, and looking ahead. For many people living with rare disease, and for the parents and carers who support them, January can feel far more complex. The future may not feel open or expansive, but uncertain, fragile, and emotionally demanding.
This article is the fifth in a series exploring the psychological impact of rare disease. It focuses on a form of grief that is rarely named yet widely experienced: chronic grief, the ongoing emotional response to living with uncertainty, repeated loss, and anticipatory change.
Understanding chronic grief
Chronic grief, sometimes referred to as anticipatory grief or ongoing loss, occurs when there is no clear ending point to what has been lost or what may still be lost. It often emerges when a condition is progressive or unpredictable, the future feels unstable, hopes and expectations must be repeatedly revised, and there is no moment of closure or resolution. Unlike bereavement, chronic grief does not follow a neat timeline, it lingers quietly in the background, resurfacing at milestones, medical appointments, school transitions, birthdays, and the start of a New Year.
Grieving on multiple levels
This type of grief often operates simultaneously on several emotional levels. People may grieve the life they expected, the version of themselves they once were, or the future they imagined for their child or family. There may also be grief for lost certainty, safety, or control. Because these losses are largely invisible, they are rarely acknowledged by others, yet their emotional impact is ongoing and profound.
Why uncertainty is so draining
Human nervous systems are not designed to live in prolonged uncertainty. When the future feels unpredictable, the body can remain in a heightened state of alert, constantly scanning for change or threat. Over time, this can lead to chronic anxiety, sleep disruption, emotional numbness or overwhelm, and difficulty imagining or planning ahead. The exhaustion comes not only from what is happening, but from the relentless effort of living without clear answers.
The emotional weight of a new year
January can intensify chronic grief. While others focus on resolutions and future plans, many rare disease families are quietly managing fears, recalibrating expectations, and preparing for another year of unknowns. This contrast can heighten feelings of isolation and loss, making the start of the year an emotionally vulnerable time.
Holding hope and grief together
One of the most persistent myths about grief is that hope cannot coexist with it. In reality, many people live with both at the same time. It is possible to hope for stability while grieving uncertainty, to feel gratitude alongside sadness, and to experience moments of joy without negating loss. Learning to hold hope and grief together, rather than forcing one to replace the other, is often essential for emotional survival.
Why chronic grief is often misunderstood
Because chronic grief does not fit traditional models of loss, it is frequently minimised. Well-intended phrases such as “try to stay positive” or “you don’t know what will happen” can unintentionally invalidate very real emotions. What people living with chronic grief often need most is not reassurance or solutions, but recognition and an acknowledgement that their experience is complex, ongoing, and legitimate.
Coping with ongoing loss
Coping with chronic grief does not mean resolving it. It means learning how to live alongside it without being consumed. This may involve naming the grief, allowing it to surface in waves, grounding in the present moment, and seeking psychological support that understands ongoing loss rather than trying to move past it. Flexible hopes rooted in values, rather than fixed outcomes, can also help people remain connected to meaning while living with uncertainty.
Closing reflection
Living with chronic grief and uncertainty requires a quiet, sustained courage. It asks people to keep moving forward without clear answers, to adapt repeatedly to changing realities, and to hold both hope and loss in the same emotional space.
This article, and the wider impact series, exists to name the psychological impact that so often remains unseen: the emotional labour of rare disease, caregiving, and living with uncertainty. As this new year begins, coping does not mean forcing optimism or achieving closure. It means allowing space for complexity, honouring what has been lost alongside what still matters, and recognising that emotional survival itself is a profound achievement.
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Kelly Kearley, Psychotherapist and Rare Disease Advocate
Kelly is a psychotherapist, author, and charity leader shaping the global conversation on the psychological impact of living with a rare disease, autism, SEN, and caregiving. Co-author of Positively Rare and Charity Manager of PTENUKI, she bridges lived experience with clinical expertise to bring overlooked mental health challenges to light. Her work explores resilience, advocacy, and the hidden toll of caregiving in extraordinary circumstances. Kelly's mission reaches beyond the rare disease community, she seeks to help the wider world understand the profound emotional impact these journeys carry. By fostering awareness and empathy, she inspires change across healthcare, education, and society.
