What's Wrong With Me If I Don't Want to Have Sex? – The Truth is Nothing, But Let's Go Deeper
- Brainz Magazine
- Apr 17
- 4 min read
Charon Normand Widmer LMSW is a licensed psychotherapist, somatic sex therapist and trauma specialist. She specializes in working with individuals and couples seeking support navigating erotic, gender and sexual identity challenges; queer and alternative relationships, and trauma, utilizing a strengths-based, psychodynamic, compassion-based approach. Many seek therapy to feel better; working with Charon entails learning how to get better at feeling.
There's a quiet ache in so many of my conversations across my practice, my communities, and even the most private moments in my heart. It often starts as a question laced with shame: "What's wrong with me if I don't want to have sex?" But let me assure you, there's nothing wrong with you. Your feelings are valid and normal.
We're often told that desire is natural, that touch should be wanted, and that intimacy is proof of love. So, when the body says no or nothing at all, it can be disorienting, especially in a world that confuses sexual availability with emotional connection.
But here's the truth: lack of desire is not a personal failure. It's often a form of wisdom.
Sometimes, the body goes quiet because it doesn't feel safe physically, emotionally, or energetically. This could be due to past trauma, current stress, or even hormonal changes. Sometimes, the nervous system is simply trying to survive. Sometimes, there's unresolved trauma whispering, "not yet." Sometimes, it's exhaustion, hormonal shifts, disconnection, grief, a season of turning inward, or simply a sacred pause.
Let's be clear: It's okay not to want sex. It's okay not to want to be touched.
It's okay not to crave intimacy. It doesn't make you broken.
It makes you honest. Embracing your truth, even if it goes against societal norms, is a powerful act of self-acceptance and empowerment.
Desire isn't a switch you flip; it's an ecosystem. It requires safety, resonance, emotional connection, and often slowness. In many partnerships, those conditions are overlooked in favor of performance, routine, or unconscious obligation.
I've worked with women who have had decades of low or absent desire, only to find that once they felt deeply seen, safe, and emotionally connected, they began to thaw. Desire didn't return because they forced it to. It returned because they stopped abandoning themselves.
And for many men, the absence of desire comes with an equally heavy load. Shame. Confusion. Isolation. So often, I've seen male partners withdraw because their inner world has no room to unravel, and they've been taught that desire is the only form of intimacy they're allowed to seek.
So, let's unlearn the myths:
Desire is not linear.
Intimacy is not always sexual.
Consent is not just a boundary; it's a body-based truth.
Healing sometimes means going through a no before arriving at a true yes.
When couples come to me in this tender territory, I never try to fix the "sex problem." Because, more often than not, the lack of sex is not the issue, it's the symptom. It's the messenger saying, "Something here needs attention. Something here wants more truth."
Healing begins when we stop pathologizing our natural responses and begin listening to them. It begins when we recognize that the body says no for a reason and that reason is often love, protection, and a longing for deeper connection.
What if not wanting sex is actually a sign of inner alignment? By this, I mean that your body and mind are in harmony, and your current lack of desire is a natural response to your circumstances and needs.
What if your body is asking for space to integrate? To be held, not taken.
To be met, not managed.
This is where the work begins.
Not to force desire back but to build the conditions for it to emerge if and when it wants to. To honor your rhythms, to listen to your body with compassion. To ask: What do I need to feel safe enough to soften?
Also, what do I need to grieve about those times when I've forced myself to say yes when I meant no?
There is no rush.
There is no formula.
There is only truth and the courage to listen.
Your libido does not measure your worth. You are inherently valuable, regardless of your sexual desire or activity.
Your wholeness is not dependent on your ability to want sex. You are not broken. You are becoming.
Let that be enough. You are enough. Embracing your truth, desires, and boundaries is a powerful act of self-acceptance and self-compassion. Let that be your guide as you navigate your sexual health and relationships.
Charon Normand-Widmer, Sex Therapist, Relationship Coach
Charon Normand Widmer LMSW is a licensed psychotherapist, somatic sex therapist and trauma specialist. She specializes in working with individuals and couples seeking support navigating erotic, gender and sexual identity challenges; queer and alternative relationships, and trauma, utilizing a strengths-based, psychodynamic, compassion-based approach. Many seek therapy to feel better; working with Charon entails learning how to get better at feeling.
