What If Your Feelings Aren't the Problem?
Written by Lilyan Fowler, M.S., LPC-Associate, NCC, Mental Health Counselor & Founder of Fowler Counseling
Lilyan Fowler, M.S., LPC-Associate, NCC, is the founder of Fowler Counseling and offers accessible virtual therapy for marginalized communities across Texas. They are an affirming, trauma-informed therapist who supports and empowers clients through an attachment-based approach.
Frustration, guilt, and resentment have a way of showing up when we'd rather they didn't. From the inner bully who never seems to shut up to the exhaustion of always saying yes, we've gotten pretty good at ignoring our own needs while making room for everyone else's. But what happens when we stop treating uncomfortable emotions as something to fix and start asking ourselves a different question? What is this feeling trying to tell me, and what might happen if I actually listened?
Emotions are information, what if your feelings aren't the problem?
What if the feelings you've spent so much time trying to fix were never the problem? Somewhere along the way, we learned to label certain emotions as bad. Anger, jealousy, resentment, frustration. Feelings we'd rather avoid, suppress, or pretend aren't there. But what happens when the emotions we're trying hardest to avoid are the very ones asking us to pay attention? What if we've been asking ourselves the wrong question all along?
Whose voice is that?
“You're so selfish. You had nothing better to do. You could have gone out with everyone tonight.”
How often do you criticize yourself when you feel like you've let someone down or fallen short of your own expectations? Sometimes, we spend so many years talking down to ourselves that we start to accept it as the truth, and we never even pause to consider where those beliefs came from.
“Just brush it off. There is no need to be so sensitive.”
We may even convince ourselves that having difficult feelings, practicing self-care, setting boundaries, and communicating our needs is not only selfish but also “bad or wrong,” as if we are an exception to having basic human emotions and needs.
The hardest pill to swallow is slowing down long enough to dig deep and explore where we learned to speak to ourselves with such callousness, judgment, and apathy. Ask yourself, whose voice is that?
Pause before you react
The messages we receive as children have a way of sticking with us, sometimes for a lifetime. Once you begin to recognize whose voice you're hearing in your head, get curious. Do I actually believe the things I tell myself? Or am I carrying someone else's words as if they were my own truths?
Sometimes, those words leave invisible, festering wounds. Wounds that begin to scab over but never quite get the chance to heal because we keep rubbing salt into them, often without even realizing it.
So, ask yourself, how much truth do these statements actually hold? Who taught me to believe them? Do I still want those words to have power over how I see myself?
Sometimes, our inner bully has been backseat driving for so long that we've forgotten one important thing: we're the ones driving. But recognizing that voice is only part of the work. The next step is learning to pause before letting it decide how we respond.
Slow down. Breathe in, breathe out. Notice how the air expands your belly and how it feels as the air escapes between your lips.
“Be quiet, Debra. I didn't ask for your opinion.”
I know it sounds absolutely absurd, but sometimes the best way to combat the negative voice that lives rent-free in our mind is to give it a name. Naming our inner bully makes the voice tangible so we can identify it. Once we can, we can pause, assess the situation, and decide what to do next.
Check your emotional capacity
Them:
“Hey, I hate to ask, but could you help me with something? I really need you.”
Me:
“Yeah, of course. I'm here.”
Inner dialogue: I'm already overwhelmed. I don't know how much more I can take on. But what if they think I don't care? What if saying no changes how they feel about me? I can't let them down.
Fiddlesticks, “Debra” is back to her same old tricks. Stop, take a deep breath. Be honest with yourself. Do you really believe you don't deserve to consider your own needs? What would happen if you allowed yourself to check your emotional capacity?
Them:
“Hey, can I ask you for a favor?”
Me:
“Yeah, what's up?”
Them:
“I'm really overwhelmed right now. Do you think you could help me with a few things this weekend?”
Me:
“I hear you. Let me see what I've got going on, and I'll get back to you.”
Setting a boundary isn't selfish. In fact, you're more likely to show up as a better friend, partner, or loved one when you take a moment to check whether you actually have the capacity to be there for someone else. Sometimes that means saying no. Other times, it means rescheduling or finding a solution that works for both of you. All of those are okay options.
People who genuinely care about you would rather you show up when you can actually be there, not just because you feel obligated. They want you, not a version of you that's stretched so thin you're struggling just to be present. Boundaries aren't about caring less about others. They're about learning to care for yourself, too.
Make time for yourself
“I have so much to do. Work, laundry, dinner, and everyone needs something from me. I'm exhausted, overwhelmed, and irritated over the smallest things. I just want five minutes where nobody needs me. But what if I let someone down? I know I need a break, but they need me, too. It's not like they're asking for much. Why can't I just handle it?"
"I hate feeling resentful toward people I love. Now I feel guilty for even wanting time to myself. Maybe I can just push through a little longer. I can rest when everything is done. Except when is anything ever done? Whatever. I'll figure it out. I always do.”
You always have five minutes, that's right, I said it. You always have time for yourself. Need to use the restroom? Great, wash your face and put on a face mask, then go back to washing the dishes. Maybe you have a meeting at 9 a.m. Leave early so you can get yourself a drink or some breakfast, maybe even jam out in the car for 5 to 10 minutes before you go in.
If you don't have time for yourself, it's because you're too busy making time for everyone else. Funny how we can recognize when everyone else needs something, but somehow miss the signs that we need something, too.
When was the last time you said yes to yourself?
We spend so much time saying yes to everyone else that sometimes we forget we're allowed to say yes to ourselves, too.
Say yes:
Take a break
Do something you enjoy
Delegate or reschedule
Say yes and do it without mentally running through everything you should be doing instead. Maybe a whole Yes Day isn't realistic. That's okay! What about a Yes Moment? Just a moment to pause and ask yourself, “What do I need right now?” Instead of talking yourself out of it, allow yourself to have it. Not because you've finished everything on your to-do list. Not because you've earned it, and certainly not because you've taken care of everyone else's needs first.
You matter too. Taking care of yourself doesn't mean you care any less about others.
Therapist insider
It's easy to pick apart how we fall short, especially when we're carrying heavy emotions like resentment, frustration, guilt, or exhaustion. We start questioning ourselves, wondering what's wrong with us or why we can't seem to get it together.
But having these feelings doesn't mean you're broken. Sometimes, they're telling you that something important has shifted and something in your life needs attention. Maybe your needs have changed. Maybe a boundary is being crossed. Or maybe the way you've been doing things simply isn't working for you anymore.
Recognizing that can feel overwhelming, especially when change seems out of reach. But here's what I want you to remember. Change doesn't always happen in big, life-altering moments. Sometimes, it comes softly, beginning with one small but courageous step.
Slow down. Get curious about what your emotions might be telling you. Identify what needs to change, break it into small, achievable steps, and trust yourself to take that first step.
Your emotions aren't proof that you're failing. They may be the very thing helping you recognize where growth needs to begin.
Ready to get curious about your own patterns?
If you're tired of second-guessing yourself, feeling guilty for having needs, or letting your inner Debra call the shots, maybe it's time to try something different. Therapy can be a space to unpack those old messages, better understand your emotions, and explore what it might look like to start showing up for yourself, too.
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Lilyan Fowler, M.S., LPC-Associate, NCC, Mental Health Counselor & Founder of Fowler Counseling
Lilyan Fowler, M.S., LPC-Associate, NCC, is the founder of Fowler Counseling, offering accessible virtual therapy across Texas. As a queer, neurodivergent, and disabled therapist, they bring lived experience, empathy, and cultural humility to their work with marginalized communities. Grounded in trauma-informed care and attachment science, Lilyan helps clients build resilience, reconnect with their authentic selves, and define their own vision of personal success. They are dedicated to supporting clients in fostering and maintaining healthy relationships with themselves and others. Through their work, Lilyan strives to make mental health more approachable and inclusive for all.
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