Written by: Diane Hiller, Executive Contributor
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When we wait for something to happen or things do not seem to fall into place, we as psychics often hear that it will occur in “divine timing.” If I have checked in for a reading for myself, I have listened to these words and said them myself. No, I can’t read myself; I can’t connect with my loved ones at will as I can for other people. The lack of objectivity and ego would be the problem.
I, like everyone, struggle from time to time with personal issues. My life has not gotten easier since I fully developed my gifts and became more aware of some of the answers to many of the more significant questions.
Early in July, I woke up one morning and knew God was in my bedroom. The room was gold. I have connected with him 5-6 times for others, but he was here to talk to me this time. To me, God feels male, but I read energy, it could be a strong female, but it feels more like Yang energy. So, I say he.
I hear him say, “you need to stop yelling at so and so.” Now I am not yelling at this person in person or on the phone; it is more like venting and talking to myself instead of writing a letter I would never send and burning it.
I can verify that God indeed heard me, knows all, sees all, and hears all. I mean all. How do I know? He said the person's exact name. He also called my energy worker mentioned below by name.
No one who is healthy likes to hold anger. Buddhists would say it is like drinking poison hoping the other person will die. But we are human; we have emotions. Anger, as it so happens, is always a secondary emotion, meaning something else is underneath and came first: fear, sadness, grief, loss, the complicated, agonizing feelings. The ones that can double you over and bring you to your knees. Anger needs to be released in a way that is not destructive to yourself or others.
Then he said, you don’t know the whole picture yet. No, I don’t, and “I am on it.”
Well, that’s great, where have you been? It’s been a long time since I have been struggling with this problem. I know it is a soul contract. (More on that in another article.) But suffice it to say, it has been challenging and complicated. I was sassy; yes, I was. Did you lose the clocks over there? I mean, really? I likely also dropped the F bomb more than once.
I am thinking back to an advanced psychology class I took and the Hopi Indians. They have no reference to time. It is either before this or after that. Long ago, they got the concept faster and better than I did.
Then came a series of comments about how much light was available on the planet since the solstice—higher vibrational frequencies. I had no idea what he was talking about. It was about world events and many other things. I do not read the news.
When someone asks me how I get news, I tell them it will come to me. And it does.
So, God told me some things, and I later called someone, my energy healer; he said to call her. She knew what he was saying, and I got confirmation. He has been back often since. He told me he was giving me more access to what I didn’t know. I still don’t. He did not say. I think God is used to getting yelled at. I do know he knows my heart, and I know where my gifts come from. I have always known. I never saw myself having this kind of talk/debate with God.
My new gifts often show up in a session, and I sit there looking nuts, trying to figure it out. Here is an example: I had a few Wick candles; they are lovely, soy-based, and make a crackling noise when they burn. I had two that day in my office, one on the coffee table and one on a side table. My client was there to talk to her deceased daughter. All of a sudden, it is like surround sound. I say, “do you hear that?” she says, “what?’” “that sound, you don’t hear it?” No, ok, now I look psychotic. Well, I do, and I am not sure what it means. Those candles are really loud, and I will have to wait until they (my guides) tell me what it means. I blow out the candles. Then I hear, “she was a musician.” I said, “was your daughter a musician?” “Yes. She was a prodigy with the violin.”
Now I know that when my ears ring or I am sensitive to sound, this is what it means—no heads up, just at the moment.
The lesson, the talk with God, is about faith, faith, trust, and acceptance, of what is now. How else can you be happy and at peace?
This is a great quote and food for thought:
“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.”
The origin has been attributed to the Dalai Lama, Haruki Murakami, and M. Kathleen Casey.
Another favorite:
“We turn to God for help when our foundations are shaking, only to learn that it is God who is shaking them.” - C. West Churchman
Some days are better than others. I am still learning.
Diane Hiller, Executive Contributor Brainz Magazine
Diane is a Licensed Psychotherapist, Psychic Medium, Certified Feng Shui Master, and Medical Intuitive. She has been tested for accuracy. After working in the nursing field as an LPN for 13 years, she returned to college and received a Bachelor of Arts in Psychology, summa cum laude, Phi Beta Kappa. She then went on to earn her Master's (MSW) with a Major in Clinical and a Minor in Research, both from the University of Connecticut. She is licensed by State examination as an LCSW. In 2005 she founded Elemental Empowerments, LLC. She is noted in the book “The Top 100 Psychics and Astrologers in America.” She is one of the most well-researched psychics In North America.
