Beyond the Diagnosis – My Path to Resilience
- Brainz Magazine
- Jul 25
- 11 min read
Updated: Jul 27
Paul Quinton is a healer, teacher, and channel with a lifetime immersed in esoteric knowledge. His mission is to help humanity shift into the New Earth’s golden age through soul-aligned transformation and the Alignment Modality.
Embark on a personal journey through cancer, fostering a new relationship with self. This article serves as a beacon of inspiration, guidance, and support for those seeking a fresh perspective on healing and well-being. It's a shared experience, a testament to the truth about ailments and disease, and the inherent power we all possess to heal ourselves.
Are we facing a global crisis?
We are not only through war, but through the deep denial of our emotional body. We are on the threshold of a new earth vibration, and to navigate this tumultuous upheaval safely, we must adopt a new approach to self-care. Mental health has been significantly affecting humanity over the last fifty years, and in more recent years, it has been under increased scrutiny. What we are finding in the energy world is a misalignment not only within our polarity, but also a hard-right approach to opening up our emotions. Mental health from a non-physical perspective is the deepest denial of the emotional body. When you are not present in your emotions, the energy body withers, and what is denied will always find a way to the surface. As a race, we always say, ‘I’m stuck in my head,’ and this couldn’t be closer to the truth. Polarity has been so suppressed and the emotional body denied that the only other outlet is the mental body, and here lies the rise in mental health.
Do we unquestioningly accept what the doctors say?
Or do we raise our hand inquisitively and ask, 'Why do I have this illness?' This act of self-inquiry is what drives real healing and transformation. The doctors do a fantastic job, but the true locus of healing lies within the host of the disease. Symptom-based healing is remarkable, but I aspire for humanity to question the narrative. I know from my lifelong work with the non-physical that our power lies within us. We are already perfect and powerful, but we are conditioned not to feel it. Earth life is about losing yourself; it’s the universal gift of separation until you reach a point where suffering becomes unbearable, and then you journey back to your truth. We are non-physical beings having a physical experience.
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His revolutionary work, which bridges the gap between science and spirituality, is a significant contribution to our time. His energy and compelling evidence in this work have successfully linked our genes to our control over our health. His term 'epigenetics' empowers us beyond our current understanding of genetic dysfunction. As I will explain later, when you believe you can communicate with your genes, you awaken your DNA to a robust and harmonious 'divine algorithm'. Once this algorithm is in motion throughout your body without interruption, we can achieve powerful healing beyond our current comprehension. Dr. Bruce Lipton offers a unique perspective on the correlation between cancer and genes. His work, which bridges science and spirituality, offers a fresh perspective on this complex relationship, shedding new light on the nature of cancer and our genetic makeup.
So, what is cancer from a non-physical perspective?
It’s abandonment, separation, abuse and betrayal. One, or all, it doesn’t matter. It’s your body's greatest messenger to something denied. It can be a gift to those who choose inquisitiveness over symptoms. When we say let’s fight cancer, you move further into the disease; in fact, it can speed up the spread. Why? Because we are not honouring the message, the body and soul will exacerbate the illness until you do listen. When you cut out cancer, you are effectively removing the emotional energy, which is excellent, but do we learn of its origins? In most cases, no. Can it recur? Yes, it can and does come back in some people.
What is the mission related to non-physical frequency?
To inform people of what is denied and show them that they don’t need to earn love, empowerment, or sovereignty; they need to remember that they already possess these within themselves. Isn’t it more powerful, nurturing and fulfilling to know you already are perfect and powerful, you just need to remember, rather than running around thinking you are less than, that you don’t deserve, that you need to be a specific person to achieve a form of enlightenment?
Men and women are suffering from cancer, and the separation wound is now surfacing on a global stage. Many of these issues sit in the ancestral energy. If you are suffering from cancer, look at these wounds that have been mentioned, and you will start to understand more about your illness. Ancestral healing is a crucial part of our journey to understanding and overcoming illness.
For instance, I found out that my abandonment wound, which is a deep-seated emotional issue stemming from never having a father figure, was the root cause of my cancer. This wound led me to stop trusting the masculine, believing it would betray me. Over lifetimes, this belief built up, and my prostate cancer then manifested itself. I was angry at my masculine side and didn’t trust myself, which contributed to the development of my cancer.
I had an aggressive cancer, as indicated by my Gleason nine score, which is a grading system used to evaluate the aggressiveness of prostate cancer. A score of nine is considered high and indicates a more advanced and potentially life-threatening form of the disease.
How do we approach cancer from a journey of self-discovery and healing?
I chose to undergo prostate removal, a decision I felt at a soul level. I questioned why I was taking the traditional route when I was well-versed in natural remedies. I faced a critical time constraint due to the aggressive nature of my condition. Brachytherapy, combined with radiotherapy, was the only viable treatment option available to me. I left that meeting in shock, feeling as if I had been struck with a heavy blow. The realisation that radiotherapy itself could potentially cause cancer and damage my bowels was a harsh truth that I had to confront. It was a challenging and disheartening day, and the emotional and psychological impact of the diagnosis was profound.
The hormone treatment that accompanied my main treatment approach was a significant source of fear. The prospect of suppressing my testosterone and its potential impact on my heart was terrifying. Despite maintaining my regular diet, I chose to meditate every night for a month. I focused on channelling energy to my base chakra and prostate, a practice that empowered me to cope with my fears and anxieties. During this time, I also explored deep-seated childhood wounds, accessing memories that had long been buried.
To my surprise, I developed a strong sense of gratitude towards my cancer. It unveiled an ancient wound I had never fully understood, prompting profound self-reflection. This newfound awareness of my past allowed me to grow and heal in ways I never anticipated. My empathy for other cancer patients deepened significantly; I recognised how daunting the fear of treatment can be. I am grateful for this experience, as it will enable me, as a therapist, to connect more effectively with future clients facing similar fears and challenges. I can share my story to support them in their recovery and understanding.
I managed, after a month, to get my score down to a Gleason seven. The surgeon was amazed, his face a mix of bafflement and excitement. When I heard this news, I was more excited because I could authentically share with others the power in the healing meditation I had done. For three months post-op, I continued to delve deeper into the recesses of my soul and work through the entanglements throughout my ancestral line. I also reprogrammed my neural pathways that were heavily polarised in fear, worry, and anxiety. I could feel my brain and third eye vibrating through the whole seven-day reprogram. All made possible through intention and imagination.
A journey through misalignment
A personal reflection on fear, transformation, and returning to the core of being
I call it a misalignment. I won’t name it otherwise. From the beginning, I’ve understood that this isn’t just a medical situation–it’s a transformation. A calling back to the missing core of who I am. This experience is not about destruction, but about finding what was never fully lived or embodied: sovereignty, trust, groundedness.
For years, I couldn’t connect to this world. I found it hard to feel safe here, to feel anything at all. Emotions were exhausting. At times I’ve felt disassociated, ungrounded, and bored by life itself. But I can now see the gift in this misalignment. It’s cracking something open in me–a depth I’ve never accessed before.
It’s also brought me closer to my girlfriend in a way that transcends words. There’s a new level of intimacy arising–two souls melting as one. It’s showing me what it means to truly trust the feminine consciousness. Something I once believed had betrayed me. I now realise that old wounds and ancient fears shaped those beliefs.
My mind wants certainty. It seeks answers. It panics. I’ve found myself in that desperate mental loop, needing to know what comes next. But the truth, as my channelling reminds me, is that I’m creating the outcome in the present moment. That’s where my power lies.
There has been an astonishing level of communication with my body, particularly with the cells that are misaligned. They’ve spoken clearly. They’ve shown me why they’ve turned inward and what needs attention. In some ways, the clarity and depth of this insight surpass any healing work I’ve done on myself before.
Of course, this journey is frightening. The panic, anxiety, and fear come in waves–deep subconscious patterns rising from parallel lifetimes. Emotions long buried, voices never heard, parts of me unloved. But when I sit with these feelings and apply the universal laws–observation, imagination, gratitude–I feel space opening up inside.
The fear is coming from the mind. I’ve always known this, but now I can feel it. I’m more present than I’ve been in a long time. And in that presence, I’ve had some brutally honest conversations with higher aspects of my consciousness, my higher self, my soul. They all say the same thing: “It’s okay. It’s all unfolding as it should.”
This is the missing piece in my teachings. A lived, embodied knowing. As difficult as it may be, I sense something extraordinary emerging. The potential to become the powerhouse I came here to be–a clear mirror for others, a guide for those ready to go within. I’ve touched something real now.
A few days later, I had a deep meditation where my cells told me, 'Forgive yourself.' I journeyed inward to discover the areas within my consciousness that still harboured blame. That process has now begun.
I also set powerful intentions with the Universe–around intimacy, connection, and stepping fully into my power. I see myself working with thousands, offering live healings and channelings in conferences and global gatherings.
Yet the fear still visits me. Panic rises. But it’s beginning to soften. I had a moment recently when I found Larissa’s oracle cards in a cupboard. I chose a deck, and two cards fell out before I even shuffled. My ego tried to interfere, but one of those same cards jumped again. The message spoke of negative thoughts–something I’ve struggled with and it felt like a direct nudge from Spirit.
It mirrored what I’d channelled: the outcome is being shaped now, through my thoughts. The Magician card reminded me: everything I touch can become something magical.
It’s humbling, terrifying, and awe-inspiring. The most scared I’ve ever been, but also the readiest to finally let go of the old self. However, I lost sight of myself; a deep sense of the old Paul surfaced–the destructive self and the urge to seek freedom without consequence drove me. It brought up some challenges rooted in old behaviours. During this period, I found my biological father, whom I hadn’t seen or known since I was five years old. Meeting him triggered some of those old patterns of bad behaviour that I had felt just before our encounter, but they intensified a week after our meeting.
My father's side of the family had some nefarious traits, including issues with drugs and alcohol. I could see my shadow self reflected in him. The healing this experience brought was life-changing, but it also triggered suppressed anger within me. I finally recognised the abandonment and lack of responsibility in him. Gaining clarity on the trigger for my cancer was a significant breakthrough. It made me realise I felt deep anger toward the masculine figure in my life, fearing that it would abandon me and that I couldn’t trust it. As a result, my body created a unilateral hold, polarising my feminine energy out of fear of abandonment.
I’ve come to understand that the root cause of illness often lies in a lack of resonance with polarity. When energy is unilateral–rooted in fear, judgment, or denial–it can trigger disease. Consciousness must oscillate to avoid restriction and maintain balance.
In the weeks that followed, I continued with deep inner work–reconnecting with my inner child, exploring abandoned parts of myself, and even processing betrayal from this and other lifetimes. The mind still rears its head, with panic and fear, but I’m learning to love it too.
The operation was approaching, and although I was uneasy about what it would mean to have something physically removed from my body, I could hear the misalignment cells speaking again, guiding me, showing me where and why they had shifted. That communication has been profound.
This process has also brought me a new trust in the non-physical. I’ve even felt supported financially, something I hadn’t expected when I paused work. That sense of divine provision has only strengthened my trust.
Ultimately, this isn’t just about healing. It’s about becoming magnetic–freeing myself of the ego's fear, placing it lovingly in the back seat. This clarity, this journey inward, has stripped away the noise. I can now sit in meditation and receive. The visions are clear. The feeling is new, calm, grounded, subtly oscillating between white and gold.
Post-operation, everything felt disorienting. I had to trust again. The fear returned, especially with the catheter and other physical side effects. There were strange new emotions and discomforts. But this is what surrender looks like. This is the reset.
Even when my mind spun stories–what if the cancer had spread, what if I wouldn’t be able to support myself–I worked to bring myself back to the truth. I honoured the gift of this experience. I sat with the fear, and I committed to feeling the truth, not the illusion.
Then something profound happened. I began to change my brain waves. I watched my thoughts without attaching to them. The fear, the paranoia, the mental noise that had plagued me long before this diagnosis–it finally started to shift.
When you’re faced with the possibility of losing your life, something breaks open. And in that space, new life rushes in.
The days after the surgery brought their own challenges–waiting for results, walking around with a catheter, resting so my body could heal. But Spirit was with me. I could feel them during the operation, offering healing. And now I know: the root of this illness is separation. It was tied to ancestral masculine energy and my disconnection from my masculine power.I realise that my biological father gave me the greatest gift in this life by abandoning me. Without this experience, I wouldn’t have been able to heal the soul wound formed from many lifetimes.. I thank Spirit, the Veridian Frequency and Amun Min for their love and guidance.
Illness is an invitation. A call to humility. A doorway into transformation. It draws your attention to something that has been denied. And if you let it, it reshapes you. You don’t walk away the same.
And maybe that’s the point.
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Paul Quinton, Spiritual Coach, Mentor/Healer & Teacher
Paul Quinton grew up in a spiritual and psychic family, immersed in esoteric wisdom from an early age. As a healer, teacher, channel, and writer, he has worked with thousands worldwide and created the Alignment Modality, a patented system registered in 35 countries. Paul's work empowers individuals to access their multidimensional consciousness and regain sovereignty over their lives, free from conditioning and misinformation. His books, podcasts, and live channellings assist in humanity’s awakening and the renaissance of consciousness, establishing itself.
