Thoughts of a Sperm
Updated: Mar 16, 2021
Written by: Atul Mehra, Executive Contributor
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Hello, my friends! I am a sperm. I am a Nobody from Nowhere, an insignificant tiny little cell with absolutely no value in your present life. I have long been ignored and not been taken seriously for too long but do not forget that I am You. I am the initiator of your life. I exist, so you exist. If it weren't for me, you would not be here today. Today, I am using my voice of courage to introduce myself to you in a serious manner and to reveal the secrets which have been locked away in the deepest part of the consciousness forever.
I am eternally grateful to my friend, Atul Kumar Mehra, who discovered me, acknowledged me, and validated my existence as the foundation of life. My role and function had remained a secret for centuries, but Atul's research of 21 years, amounting to more than 20,000 sessions with thousands of clients, has thrust me into the light. What I am going to share with you today is just a small part of his work. In his book The Unseen Wisdom of the Unborn, he has beautifully described the journey I undertake to reach an ovum. According to him, I am a living, "Conscious Sperm."
Many of you believe that life begins only after a baby takes birth. Some of you may have researched and understood that life begins at the moment of conception, but, according to Atul, your life started when first the idea of having a baby crossed into your Mom and Dad's mind. I am the manifestation of that same idea.
First and foremost, I would like to address the misconception that I am the one that fertilizes the egg, but this has been proven wrong by Atul's research; he has unearthed that it is not only I who fertilizes the egg but that the egg is intelligent enough to pick me up when I arrive. Joe Nadeau, a principal scientist at the Pacific Northwest Research Institute, also backs this discovery. An article was written in quantamagazine.com titled "Choosy eggs may pick sperm for their genes, defying Mendel's law." Interesting or coincidental, what do you think?
Many of you may be surprised to learn that although several millions of sperms are created each day in the body, and by the end of a complete sperm production cycle, the body regenerates up to 8 billion sperms. So, I ask you, how can only one sperm fertilize an egg? Let me clear up this confusion for you.
There may be billions of sperms in the human body, but only one of us will possess the consciousness that he is the one who will fertilize the egg. So, the old myth that the first sperm to reach the egg is debunked because the ovum will not select a sperm at random. I may arrive late and but only I can enter and initiate conception. This is why Atul calls me "The Conscious Sperm." All other sperms do not possess this consciousness, for their job is to remain neutral as they cheerlead and accompany me in my journey to the fertilization process.
The other question you may have is this: "how does only one sperm gain this consciousness in the first place?" I ask that you keep reading on as later I will reveal the big secret. Before that, I would like to explain how I feel. I am the representation of your father and his thoughts at that very moment which will directly or indirectly influence your future experiences. Your father's fears, anxieties, unacceptance - for whatever reason they exist - will imprint themselves on me. A lack of acceptance within your father's thoughts may become the essence of your life, playing out in many situations. On the flip side, your father's happiness and loving acceptance will also imprint themselves on me, and you will become loved, desired, and accepted as a child, opening up untold possibilities to living a life of contentment and joy. Now, doesn't that sound much better than living a life of emptiness that sucks you into the abyss of a black hole? The outcome, of course, will also depend on other thoughts, emotions, and events that occur throughout the mother's pregnancy, as well as the environment you lived in as a child. Certainly, the mother's thoughts and feelings also influence your life as there is information within my partner the egg, but that is an entirely different and separate story.
The most interesting thing about my consciousness, which scientists may take centuries to discover, is that it exists immediately when the soul arrives. At that very moment, I gain consciousness and feel what my father felt; I am aware that I need to reach my destination, so I embark upon my long journey to meet my other half. The soul's presence only initiates conception because it would be ridiculous to imagine that the soul descends, eagerly waits for me to complete my journey to fertilize the egg. Let's imagine that no sperm was successful in fertilizing the egg. Does the soul now have to return to the soul world feeling frustrated and disappointed, then wait for another opportunity to descend? This may take days, months, even years!
But wait, there is more to me than meets the eye! Other than me, there can be other conscious sperms that may result in multiple births. All these conscious sperms are aware of each other, and the important fact that if one of these conscious sperms fails to fertilize the egg, it will not complete its journey. It depends absolutely on the choice made by the soul who decides to postpone the time of birth, thus obstructing the whole process and ending it before it is even brought to completion.
This means that the soul plays a critical role in initiating conception. Conception is an experience of a triad that only takes place when the sperm fertilizes the egg, the soul descends into the body, and billions of cells form to begin creating a human being.
During my journey, I develop my first 5 senses, which accompany me for the rest of my life. Atul has recognized and given name to 18 more senses through his therapeutic work, but I feel that there might be more and sooner than later they too will see the light of day.
The whole trajectory of my life cycle is a simple spiritual process. I ask that you become mindful, especially when you decide to have a baby, to develop a healthy, positive attitude that allows you to welcome your child with confidence, love, and unconditional acceptance. Give no importance to your baby's gender or physical attributes, nor hold expectations in your mind about the child's future. Wouldn't you want your baby to live a life of contentment and acceptance, free from disharmony and discord?
I am pleased that you have gained a deeper understanding of me and hope that I have satisfied your curiosity and answered questions. Perhaps next time you think of me, it will be with the new-found awareness that it is through me that you discover and connect with your inner self.
I invite you to read further about me in Atul's book The Unseen Wisdom of the Unborn. You will be amazed to learn that the intrauterine life can create and heal future anxieties, addictions, depression, and even serious diseases such as Tumours.
Feel free to contact him if you feel depressed, anxious, overwhelmed, or even if you feel that your life has been unfair to you because you have suffered massive emotional pain. Or, perhaps you are simply seeking solutions for your mental or physical illness.
It is now time for me to rest. I am grateful for this opportunity to share my story with you. Thank you for giving me your attention and for validating my existence as an important part of your "Self."
Stay connected with Atul Kumar Mehra through his email at atul@atulmehra.com or through 1-905-781-8194. You can also visit his website.
Atul Mehra, Executive Contributor Brainz Magazine
Atul Kumar Mehra is an Author, International Speaker and Registered Psychotherapist in Ontario, Canada. He participated in panel discussions with Dr. John Gray, spoken at an international event headlined by Dr. Deepak Chopra and a guest speaker on hundreds of TV & Radio shows. He published his International Best Selling book on Amazon, "The Unseen Wisdom of the Unborn," and the second one is under editing "The Need for Disease." He is currently working on two others, "Addiction is Survival and not Guilt" and "My Unconscious Self," to share his experience and wisdom from more than 20 years of working with the unconscious mind. Since childhood, he was intrigued by the mind's power, which led him to start meditating at the age of four years with guidance from his father. From that age, his dream was to connect with the Source, which was finally realized when he accessed and experienced the deepest human conscious form as sperm consciousness.
